A day of interruptions.
Good ones, really.
Even the thunder,
forcing me to unplug
from commitments,
had me lie down instead
with my cat and a novel.
A day of interruptions.
Good ones, really.
Even the thunder,
forcing me to unplug
from commitments,
had me lie down instead
with my cat and a novel.
Late August storm
sharp clatter of hailstones
through rain and thunder –
I place a psychic shield
over my little car
After only a few weeks
of plant-based eating,
I’m losing my ‘sweet tooth’
in favour of new pleasures.
Why didn’t I do this years ago?
Contrary to cynical rumours
about cats, this one often insists
on long, smoochy cuddles
to which she abandons herself
ecstatically, before requesting food.
My friend who made magical items
gave me several as gifts. A wand,
a cup, certain physical spells.…
Some others I bought from her,
paying them off slowly. She seemed
to think I needed the energy of green.
Was it prosperity, healing or peace
she wished to bestow on me? Now
that she is no longer here with us
on earth, I remind myself to make sure
sometimes to wear green crystals.
Best of all are the ones
with whom I can talk magic —
no, don’t even need to talk,
it being so deeply, wordlessly known
as the ever-present context: that
In which we live and are.
As the season changes
we feel unsettled, my cat and me.
The only redress is tactile:
on cold nights having each other
to cling to and cuddle.
‘Has life a meaning?’ I asked.
He responded, ’Has life a meaning
for whom?’ and looked self-satisfied.
I knew what he meant: we make
our own meaning; everyone’s life has
whatever meaning it’s given, as
each one chooses and creates.
It’s one answer, and a good way
to live a life; I do it myself. But that
didn’t answer the question I asked.
My Tarot client brings cake as well as the fee.
I think we’ll share it afterwards, over coffee,
but the reading goes long and late. She gets
her answers but isn’t entirely convinced,
nevertheless leaves with a warm hug.
Recent deadlines met,
all that intensely focused
writing and editing completed,
I flop and flounder, ignore
other projects waiting,
put my head, instead,
inside a racy page-turner
with an improbable plot
which I’ll forget by next week,
lap it up, nibble chocolate….
(a) Google Blogger’s changing its rules
again; I wish it wouldn’t.
(b) I’ve spent a long day doing final
proofing of my memoir.
= Technology’s wonderful; also
it drives me crazy.
The small cat wants to know,
‘Where did our visitor go?
So warm and kind and sweet,
she was a real cat treat!
I’m glad to reclaim my space
but I’ll miss her about the place.’
At the Gallery we look at
blown-glass rounded like pottery,
painted in soft shades of green.
The quiet curves exude peace.
The artist writes that she went walking,
drawn to surface growths and coverings:
moss, lichen, bark …
Somewhere else, we are shown
studio portraits of flowers, in colours
delicate or vivid, shocking us with joy
into an insufficiency of superlatives.
The artist tells us, smiling a moment
with the air of sharing a secret,
‘I like to think of them as people.’
A day of feasting — on fresh food,
good wine, and my friend’s cooking;
on old tales told, confidences shared,
deepening understanding;
on the joy of giving
and the pleasure of receiving.
I sat awhile with the mountain,
renewing acquaintance:
breathing in and out quietly,
noticing birdsongs and breeze.
We had much to say to each other,
the mountain and I.
I went with her today
to the house she once built with her ex
(but stayed in the car
while she went in and spoke to the owners).
They’d kept the colours she painted it
and loved the trees she planted.
My cat decides to love
my visiting friend – who, after all,
loved her at once, first.
They settle for the night,
sharing a bedroom.
It’s been a long time
since I heard the word Ringarooma,
but somebody posted a photo today
and huge nostalgia caught me
for all the small towns and villages
of my Tasmanian childhood,
and for the fathers, birth and step,
who both took us driving –
me and my little brother –
on roads and lanes, coast to coast,
crossing the tiny island,
and all through the middle too.
‘You can’t go back home again’? No –
and also you never really leave.